For most people a vacation isj/ something they look forward to. Time off the grind of everyday life.
For me it is a frightening prospect. The vibration of the car is just short of torture on this fragile body whose overloaded pain and hijacked touch and temperature nerves cringe at every pebble in the road. Now, six inches of temperapedic foam is needed to muffle this phenomena and helps. Then the actual vacation. Mostly spent in bed alone waiting for folks to come home from that day's fun activity.
It is worth the pain and suffering so that I can, on my good days, take part in festivities, hikes, however short. Or just be a part of family vs. A burden on my man and a often missing part of the trip.
I miss health. Watching these inspirational women do so much for their family makes me sad beyond belief. Lazy. Burdens. A pain. In pain. Of pain.
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